its about 4 mins to midnight.
so this might turn out as a sunday post
but nooo its a saturday one!




today was, fine.
i was late for ballet, that i already expected.
class was like.. i dont know
its kinda hard at this point in time to say how i feel cos
i think im kinda demoralised and everything.
okay i know my ballet's like not fantastic or anything.
so yeah, i think that sorta brings my whole confidence level down down down.
and furthermore the exams are just round the corner,
if i dont do well for advance found
i wont be surprised.
but hell yeah i'll be disappointed.
okay forget it.
the point is that i'll just have to keep working harder.




then went for salsa.
i was like looking all so glum and tired and everything from ballet.
then suddenly stupid jastine came BOO-ing me near the studio
and i almost screamed oh my god.
but that sorta started my whole laughing fiesca hahaha.
mrs lim was late.
so we were just fooling around in the studio.
and ahem nice me gave someone ahem his favourite ahem chocolate.
cos i felt bad not turning up for class previously and leaving him partnerless.
ahaha (:
then both audrey and I decided to exchange shoes.
so i had one side of hers and one side of mine.
SUPER WEIRD haha.
mrs lim used El Truco by Daddy Yankee today!
and we did the set so many times,
that im addicted to the song man (:
then!
the whole laughing high thing started.
haha im not gonna elaborate any further
cos its damn embarassing d:
imran and yirui were rolling all over the place laughing lah!
hahaha.




after class.
went to the esplanade with audrey.
haha you know, somehow
i never seem to get sick of the place (:
we wanted to have makansutra for dinnner
but it was tooo crowded s:
there were so many mats and minahs there!
seriously, the whole waterfront area was filled with them!
i was kinda scared lah.
so in the end, we settled for mrs fields cookies and
sat at some secluded place of the waterfront eating away.
and she said there was something different about me!
haha hmm i wonder what it is (:




then went over to her place.
we watched the repeat of spore idol there.
her sis was like cursing and swearing at every one of them
HAHA
anyway her sis looks super different from the last time i saw her!
but still pretty lah, as USUAL. haha.
oooh,
i heard there was some technical problem and
actually nurul was supposed to have gotten in instead of maltida?
i dont like maltida at all. she's so action nak mampos.
so YAY ((:




waited for audrey to bathe and everything.
(oh yeah babe, it was me who wrote that thing on your board lah. haha d: i was bored!)
then we headed to downtown east.
bought bubble tea (:
then went for a late night stroll at the beach.
but with audrey? how UNromantic!
hahaha okay JOKE.
sat down to talk and everything.
there were like stuffs biting us on the sand! /:
that is just gross.
surprisingly the beach was quite empty
although it was a saturday night and everything.
but its so calm and relaxing and just, amazing (:




what hurts the most - rascal flatts
what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say,
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do.




tomorrow (: